My house is a disaster, the laundry is literally piling up, I've gained nearly 10 pounds in the last month, and I have been playing fb games again (soooo not good). I'm going to work, being nice to my husband, and feeding my kids, but that is about all. I find myself snapping at the kids for doing little naughty things that I can normally handle with a good attitude and even temper. I guess I'm just overwhelmed right now. Nothing has really changed to make life different, so I think that I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact I have just as many babies in Heaven as I do at home. I was complaining to a fellow BLM the other night and had to apologize the next morning after I was reminded how good I have it. Samuel and the kids came to bring me a coffee at work. Samuel gave me a kiss, and both of the kids said "I love you" and gave me sloppy smooches and tight hugs. I forget how much I have to be thankful for...many people have it much worse than we do. So I have decided to make an honest attempt to have good days, speak only nice, calm words to my children, and keep on the house...we'll see how this goes. :)
Welcome to our little cyber-spot! Our sweet family has been split in two...four of us walk together here on earth, while 3 of our sweet babies are snuggling with our Savior. Natalie was born on March 14 and met Jesus on March 16, 2006. Her little brother, Malachi, joined us in May 2007. Our second daughter, Sapphira arrived in April 2009. Our precious 4th child, whom we named Asher, met Jesus in Febuary 2011. Our 5th sweet baby, Azra, joined her siblings in Heaven in August 2011. Baby Amira is due to arrive in March 2013. A very patient dog and a cat round out our crew. Thanks for spending time with us!